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20th May 2012

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Tiffany Page.

I have too say we have made it through some pretty tough times.

I don’t know too many couples who can be engaged call it off and then break up and come back stronger than ever.

I wasn’t sure if we would have ever got back together again but I do know that it happened and everything that has happened and will happen happens for a reason.

I mean you became pregnant the day we broke up. You found out early and had you not, I don’t even know if I would be laying here in bed with you right now. It was perfect timing. Obviously we had too be a match made in heaven.

I know sometimes we get on each others nerves and I know you can get pretty pissed at me.(and vice versa) but somehow someway we get over it and keep on moving. I know you can get set off sometimes fairly easy but in the end you get over it and we go back to being happy.

I don’t think there has been a time for quite a while where I feel like I can completely trust you, but right now I feel like I really can. I know you wouldn’t do anything behind my back. And those days of worrying are long gone.

I am so excited too start a family with you and I know we are going to make a pretty awesome team on tackling this rugrat we already do pretty well with aadin. I hope you ate just as excited as me.

Everything seems so perfect right now. We argue like any other couple would but no one and nothing can be perfect.

Too sum it all up, even through all the shit we have had happen in the past, we built on it, moved on and at the end of the day I know I love you with all of my heart. I know that you’re the girl I want too spend the rest of my days with and the one I wanna have 12 kids with :P I love you baby boo and I know we got this!

29th March 2012

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I feel like If I don’t do everything perfect I can’t make anyone happy. I have been trying so damn hard lately and one day I slip up, ONE THING and i’m so far in the dog house it’s not even funny. Do I have too be perfect in everyway to make you happy? I mean come on, I do a lot for you. I’d do anything for you with the drop of a hat, and I mess up this one time for the first time in God knows how long and you can’t even forgive me? 

Fuck the past, this is now, I lied, I said I the guy re-scheduled and he didn’t, you have all the right in the world to be pissed, but don’t make me feel like what I did was like killing someone because that is how you’re making me feel right now.

I got a job in what? Two weeks after I got off my last one? This one obviously didn’t work out for a reason, so I’ll find something else. You say everything happens for a reason, maybe an other job that will fill up 40 hours or more a week is coming and this wasn’t the job that I was supposed to have.

Just forgive me, lets move on and forget about it.